scribbles, revelations, and rants

My sound-off board. For anyone that may care enough to read, and if nobody does, then I'm cool with it. Mindy Kaling stole my ideal idea.

Friday, November 22, 2002

"i've been married twice before, but i've never had a marriage." - j. lo.

no shit, sherlock.

Tuesday, November 19, 2002

my grandma gave me a phone card that she had started using and when i tried it, there were no minutes left on it at all! thanks gram!

omg im home in a week...

Saturday, November 16, 2002

Hell Yeah!  I'm Slave For You Britney!
Which Britney are you? Find out!

Yummy...I'm an Entree!
Which Part of a Meal Are You?Find out!

heh heh this is funny...
Oh YES! I'm SLUTishly HORNY!
How Horny Are You? Find out!

Pretty!  I'm a daisy!
Which Flower Are You?Find out!

if jasmine were one of the choices, i sooo would have been her...
Mmm...I'm Ariel!
Which Disney Princess are You?Find out!

im off to get ready to get my party on! *big smile*

arggh im going crazy without meghan here to keep me sane!!!!

Friday, November 15, 2002

of all the nights when i could feel like shit, WHY does it have to be FRIDAY night?!?





Which flock do you follow?

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You are an angel.

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Saturday, November 09, 2002

Survey time...

I love – my parents, gabby, eric, mickie, friends, home, my aunts, my grandparents, kristie, smiles, rainbows, crisp spring days, birds chirping, warm sunshine, happiness, the feeling of being underwater, peacefulness, sleeping in the sun in the grass in my yard, being awake in the morning and feeling alive, having friends who care about me, how exhausted I feel after a good workout, grandma's chicken cacciatore, yummy food, sweet juicy peaches and strawberries in the summer, music, singing, ice cold mineral water, the full feeling you get after a good meal, moulin rouge, cuddling with eric, kissing eric, holding eric, hugs, the closeness of my family especially during the holidays, watching the clouds, my hair when its wavy and romantic-looking, the beach, the ocean, aquariums, Chocolate Brownie Frappucino's at Starbucks, having good, intellectual, meaningful conversations with people, the pain in your stomach when you laugh for a long time, the tingly feeling I get whenever eric tells me he loves me, Domino's cheesy bread, soup, hot tubs, late night phone conversations with eric, the feeling when you’re so happy you just wanna run around in circles and you feel like your heart is going to explode you are so happy, the people that are there for me when I am upset or depressed, skim milk with ice, naps, feeling completely safe and protected, the combination of chinese food and movies, sunday morning breakfast, good books that make you think, smile, and reflect, musicals and the magic of live theatre, snow and the way it looks when it blankets everything and clings to the branches on trees, white roses, the sense of utter satisfaction, the rush of being up onstage, new york city, cooking for my family, making others happy, being taken care of, snuggling under warm blankets, old movies, beautiful days, the breeze, and vivid flowers.

I care – about my family more than anything in the world (no need to look for your name, eric, because you ARE my family too..but you knew that already), my friends, and other people

I always – have an opinion; speak my mind

I am not – a person that I am not proud of

I believe – as corny as it sounds, in the four bohemian principles, so cliche, but they make so much sense: freedom, beauty, truth, and love

I have faith – in eric: the person that he is and that he'll grow into and the influential musician that he will undoubtedly become

I cringe – when i hear about things or see things that I'd rather not

I sing – when I get the itch

I cry – when i'm PMSing, when i feel helpless and confused, at hallmark commercials, the wedding show on TLC, when eric says
something so sweet i dont know how else to react, during maury povich, oprah, driven and behind the music episodes when they show the artists winning awards in the end and their hard work paying off..yeah yeah i know i know...

I do not always – have the most patience that one should have

I fail – when I have not tried my hardest

I fight – for causes worthy to me and with myself at times

I write – blog entries, private journal entries, and the occasional prose when i get the urge to

I won – all that i think i've needed to at this point in my life and i WILL KICK ERIC'S ASS in tennis. You're going DOWN, baby!

I lose – when i don't give it my all

I never – act better then anyone else; eat mustard

I confuse – myself

I listen – to other people

I can usually be found – studying or with meghan

I am – me! No other way to put it.

I expect – to get what i give in return

I need – love in my life. family, friends. without that, nothing matters.