today i did something that i've never done before because i've never had the guts to do it...i actually discussed something in english today! lol. lord knows i hate talking to the class because i'm scare i'm gonna say something wrong and they're all gonna think i'm this big idiot, but i opened my mouth and spoke my mind and nearly everyone wound up agreeing with what i was saying. yay me :)

its weird. i'm fine with oral presentations (probably because theyre rehearsed), but i hate socratic seminars. the idea behind them is good, but theres something about them that just irks me.

Vagina is in two weeks! The only thing thats worrying me is seeing my father squirm in the audience...i wonder if rachel from road rules will still be joining us...

its amazing how all this time has gone by, nearly two years, and blogger.com is still a free service...ok, i should really go knock on someting after just typing that.

i'm back at school and its really weird, but in a good way. vacation seemed to both fly and crawl by at the same time, if that makes any sense. i'm just numb with emotion right now and can't sort out what i'm feeling. its nice to be back, but i miss eric terribly. it feels the same as it did when he left for camp and when i left in september to come to school, as crazy as that sounds. i just have to remember that he's gonna be in delaware for Vagina...